I AM—Our Multi-Dimensional Selves

Realization And Human Integrity

Realization And Human Integrity

Who are We, and Where are We going? The nature of the very Reality humankind experiences is in flux, is altering in ways incomprehensible to many. Consciousness is blossoming and flowing in channels both unexpected and without precedent in Recorded History. At the same time, there is a growing trend of divisiveness, of fracturing into ever more circumscribed factions and groups. It is a world in the throes of metamorphosis, caught in a net of shifting paradigms and polarizing contradictions. Chaos. A framework out of which Unity can emerge is lacking and sorely needed. Only Time will tell if this is a possibility that can be Realized and Incorporated.

In spite of a certain disdain for much of what I See occurring in this world as a result of Social Media and Information Overload, I spend a good deal of Time Looking these days. For years, my own spiritual quest was mostly solitary, kept in-house so to speak. Though not living in a vacuum by any means, I did not follow what was happening in the world at large in regard to things metaphysical or ascension oriented. Since my own Re-Awakening, a gradual process over the past year and a half or better, culminating in an explosion of Conscious expansion about five months ago, I have become very Interested.

In some fashion, it was as if I was waiting for this Cosmic Alarm Clock (or Egg Timer 😉 ) to go off for the past decade. It was not that I didn’t serve as a Healer and Energy Channel for the entire time. It was just that there were entire facets of Awareness I had no memory of or access to. For the past few months, the work in Energetic, or Etheric Realms, has been non-stop. As part of a group of Forerunners who came together, some physically and others on more subtle levels through the 1990s, I was the Pattern Maker. The Blueprints for Ascension are encoded in my DNA and Etheric Template. Many patterns and paths were put into place during that pivotal decade, and then we (Lightworkers) went our separate ways. Now, it is Time for the next stage of this Planetary unfoldment, and it is necessary to set the Stage for Growth and Tranformation.

The Tower of Babel

In 2001, not long after 9-11 actually, I had a vision of the tall Tower of Human Hubris struck by Lightning and crumbling into wreckage. As I look about me now— as I read blogs and peruse websites of a esoteric or spiritual nature and as I follow the Ascension groups on Facebook— I See this Divisiveness. This great Scattering of views, beliefs, and opinions is pervasive. At a time when most pundits of only a few years ago believed that the internet, communication and technology in general would make us One World, would transcend borders and nationality, we have become a world constantly more at odds. In politics, religion, sexual orientation, male-female relations, economic caste, and more other areas than I can list—this world is virtually at war with itself. One might expect that the spiritually minded would rise above this partisanship, but that is often far from the case.

While I know that Perception varies greatly from one to another individual, that there are many Paths to Freedom or Transcendence, what I See occurring goes far beyond that. Keeping in mind that as individuals Awaken and find themselves in Ascension Process it takes time to get their bearings—to assemble a structure through which to experience their expansion—there remains a vast abyss in mutual understanding. In any given group online, there are ones who have years of undergoing this transformation behind them, and others who are novices in need of guidance. There is plenty of that certainly, but unfortunately in many cases it is the blind leading the blind, or sadly those still caught in the trap of the Ego and personality, providing this advice. The sectarian nature of what declares itself a community is often disturbing.

Worse yet, for every genuinely motivated Lightworker and Teacher out there, there are an equal number of charlatans and outright frauds posing as conduits of Spiritual/Esoteric knowledge. Whether for profit or just self-aggrandizement, this is a dis-Heartening trend. Discernment is called for, but for many embarking on the spiritual quest, this does not come soon enough. Sadly, sometimes the quest to liberate oneself from a constricting belief system only results in another being put into its place. It is a case of not being able to see the forest for the trees. There are a great many spiritually oriented beings out there, lending support and assistance, beings conduits of Love and Light, but often they are Overshadowed by a preponderance of negativity.

Framework For Integration

I See that a Framework for Ascension, for the Integration of All-That-We-Are and can be, is sorely needed. I Know that this is not going to happen any time soon, but I am drawn at this Time to contribute what I may. When my own Ascension began, I spent seven years in initiation, under the tutelage and guidance of the Ascended Masters. During the years since, I have been privileged to Work with a number of Them on an ongoing basis. I have been Blessed. I don’t purport here to be an Authority, or to have more than my own small piece of the Immense Picture, but I do have a strong foundation. I was provided early on, through my channeling, and through intensive study and research, with a Framework out of which to Live a Life of Service and Trancendance.

Since Words, or in even simpler terms, sounds or vibrations (Light in Motion) create the Reality in which we live—the specific Words I choose to use in order to convey these ideas must spring out of the very same reality I’m seeking to transcend, I’m limited from the start. Truth in anything even resembling its totality cannot be expressed in any language now used on the physical Earth. This is one of the difficulties Lightworkers run into time and again. They often are not speaking the same Language, and fail miserably at understanding one another. Very often, instead of inquiring, of attempting to find the common ground, these same Lightworkers either go on the defensive, and too often, the offensive. They attack rather than attempting to understand the other.

It saddens me to See ones who are supposed to be the Vanguard of a new reality, pioneers on the road to New Jerusalem, so divided. Without Unity, there is no possibility for the achievement of this Ascension into a Fifth Dimensional Matrix. Until the Mass Consciousness, the Noosphere, reaches the point in which the Balance shifts from 4D to 5D, it cannot Manifest. And if that point is not reached, it all collapses back into the undifferentiated Void. That would not be a tragedy, but what a waste of an opportunity for growth of Awareness.

It is easy to call yourselves a Collective, but as long as it is the Collective against those who are still third dimensional, light against dark, good against evil, you still live in a realm of duality rather than unity. In spite of this, I remain heartened by the numbers of ones Waking Up. It is my great good privilege to serve these in whatever capacity is required. In future posts I will attempt to open and extend your definitions of reality by expanding your concept of Self and the Multi-Dimensional Miracle that each and every one of us are.

It is True that each of us does create our reality at any given moment, and that we have the Power to change that selfsame reality. It is equally True that the only thing you can really change is Yourself. Changing oneself may seem a trivial achievement in the face of all the problems the world around us is embroiled in, and hardly a suitable aspiration, but it is the only one possible or worthwhile. And I will tell you, with no doubt or hesitation, that it is an awesome responsibility and the most challenging undertaking you will ever attempt. Change yourself and you have changed the World, for within each and every one of us is a doorway to infinity. Whether you choose to accept it or not, you are God Knowing God.

I hope that I can assist in this exploration. Welcome to the grandest Adventure of your Life!

Blessings,
Gwen

I AM—Our Multi-Dimensional Selves

METATRON: Instrument of Transformation

Messages From The Elohim and The Wizard

Transformation

I am asked to convey this message received from the Elohim Metatron on January 16th. Until a few days ago, I had had little or no contact from this messenger from the Central Sun for a number of years. In view of the rapidity with which the Ascension Process is currently unfolding on Gaia/Earth, this One feels that as many as possible should be made aware of the necessity for Haste in these Last Days. Change comes, and this is not the No Time to fall behind. I am publishing this in it’s entirety other than some slight editing of personal material.

Metatron: I greet you with effulgence and barely contained glee on this most memorable of days, It is as though I awaken from a long sleep in the Dimensions you inhabit, and I Am more than ready to live up to the appellation bestowed upon me by my beloved Merlin. Now, indeed, are we ready to send a storm of change hurtling about your physical Earth.

Awaken, Awaken — I call heartily to those sluggards whose Troth was pledged so readily in Ages when Light still abounded in the hidden places on Earth and fear had not begun to stalk these corridors of Creation.

It is Time. Long ago I promised to call these Legions together when the Time for my work and theirs to begin in earnest arrived, and I do not forget a promise. They think they have been jarred a bit by Merlin’s and the other Masters’ gentle prodding during the last few years– well, they’re about to be shaken until their still all too physical Teeth rattle about in their heads. Soon, I fear, Metatron shall gain the reputation of being none too gentle with laggards and procrastinators. Yes, I am addressing myself to the Chohans, the 144,000, the Qabalah… and yes, even to some of those who we have called the Teachers and are now reluctant to revive the memories of their true Selves.

How apt that my return should occur as Gaia moves into the Aquarian Age. We are ushering in the Dominion of the Great Goddess once more, and she demands Balance. She will settle for no less than the Re-Union of Masculine and Feminine sundered at the Beginning of Time. It will be the Age of the Transpersonal, of an Electronic Reality.

But I AM change and transformation, AM I not? The very fact of my Being demands It. An “Instrument of Transformation”… a Musical Instrument, I might add. The last vibrations of the Song I bring to a waiting Earth will not soon fade. It is a Song of great power and awesome motion, but it is a Song of uttermost Love also. Krishna has returned to Earth to rekindle God’s spark in the collective breast of Manu— I have come to restore the Electronic Intelligence to that selfsame Heart, to teach humanity the lost art of Creation.

First and foremost, we will teach that lesson through demonstration. I congratulate you, Lightworkers, for you have Turned the Wheel and triggered my Alarm Clock. You have been well prepared by the Merlin, by Babaji, Nowel, Elreth, St. Germain and others no less important to the task, but it was you who did the turning. I Am the White Elohim, embodiment of the Seven Combined Rays of coherent Light. Welcome to the Dawn of the Rainbow Era, for the rainbow is the symbol of that New Earth so anticipated by so many.

I call all of those who have committed themselves to the building and the stewardship of this more expanded frontier of Awareness to heed the call, to ready yourself for the most splendid adventure of your life

Merlin: Metatron will perhaps have more to say presently but I must put my two sense worth in. It is a great day, is it not? Just one of many eventful days to come. Get a firm hold on your hats, my friends. I do believe the next few months— indeed, all of these next three years or so—shall bring transformation speedily enough for all of you. The Merlin has said more than once that he finds himself nearly out of Breath these days, and it is Truth. Metatron has awakened though, and this one has enough Breath and to spare for the changes that come. A transforming Storm of unbelievably vast proportions is being Created even as we speak. Its repercussions will be felt by all on the planet Earth. This energy is no respecter of persons— wealthy and poor, powerful and humble— all will reel under the staggering assault to existing thoughtforms and belief structures the Council of Light is about to launch under Metatron’s sure guidance.

Look for more political and economic upheaval in the immediate future— not only abroad, but striking heavily at existent institutions in the United States. More of the Mighty will begin to totter in the next days, and more than one shall fall before the month is out. Scandals will abound before the fall elections, and the central government shall be further undermined by a surprising turn of events that is even now taking place. This spring will be especially lovely, but poignantly so because few will be able to extricate themselves from their troubles for long enough to notice. Only those who have put their trust in God and Truth and the Great Awakening will feel and appreciate the fresh burst of Creativity which Easter this year will usher in. For all others on Earth at this time, there will seem to be no place or position of safety any longer, no security economic or personal to be acquired, no haven from the Storm they see tearing apart the fabric of their old life. Tell them to use their devalued dollars to light the Beltane fires, for by May that ancient Pagan ceremony will bring them a larger return on their investment than any stock or bond– and tell them to remember that the land can’t be bought or sold, it belongs to the Great Spirit. You will find the trends in Real Estate to be  most interesting, especially in the period from about six months to a year from now.

While all of this may seem just so much more doom and gloom, it is not so. Many shall Awaken out of the nightmare of these travails, and many more shall begin to cast about for some alternative to their suffering. Most importantly, the trouble of these coming years shall prove the only glue necessary to make the great diversity of peoples and their various cultures on Earth into a Community. It is the greatest healing we could hope for them at this time, to see the long sundered groups of individuals on this planet melded into the singular Humankind. Yes, we are counting on adversity to bring out the best in them, to open their hearts and their eyes to one another and ultimately to Truth.

Well, I have said a mouthful in a few words today, and I believe that that is enough. I will save whatever rabbits I still have in my hat for another time, and perhaps Metatron will return to conclude our little session.

In Conclusion

Metatron: The Merlin does not speak as though he were out of Breath, but perhaps it is time for others to shoulder much of the load our beloved Wizard has carried for so long on his backward trek through Earth’s History. What is the use of having proteges unless the time comes for them to take up the responsibilities while the Teacher has a well earned vacation? This is not to say that Merlin will be any less available— only that he is likely to delegate many of his former offices to those who have been prepared for these tasks. While it is true that I shall become increasingly a part of the planetary Consciousness these next several months, it won’t be at the expense of your old friendships with Nowel and Elreth. They are still here of course, only more so than in the past. You shall find, happily I hope, that both have gained new dimensions of Being in their reunion within my Self.

Unless you have specific questions, I shall take my leave at this time. Blessings to All.

Transformation

 2020—The Death of Self

The Birth of I AM

Existential Self—This is ‘the most basic part of the self-scheme or self-concept; the sense of being separate (emphasis on separate is mine, not author’s …GS ) and distinct from others and the awareness of the constancy of the self.

 Helen Bee, 1992
The Death of Self
Image from Pixabay

Oh No! Not the Big D Again

If you have been in Ascension Process for a while, or involved in some of any number of Spiritual Communities and groups, you are aware that Death of various parts of what we consider Self is inevitable. Ego is the big bad. Must eliminate that pesky thing, but what else, you may ask, has to go? Only things like Individuality, Autonomy, Personality, Rationality, and the biggest sticking point of alll—The Self.

After all, we are just emerging from the Decade of the Self.; Self-Esteem, Self-Control, Self-Involvement, Self-Help, Self-Growth, Self-Love, Self-Indulgence to name a few, and my all time favorite, Self-Care. While a part of me understands the necessity of this period of development, another part has cringed. All of this pandering to the God of Self has brought a great deal that needed attended to right to the surface of being, and it has pointed out glaringly just how divided and disconnected from Source those incarnated on Earth are. And how preoccupied with the Self they truly are, how distanced from the so-called Soul Missions so many of them profess to be on Earth to Fulfill. This year, heralded by many as the one in which the New Earth is thrown open to welcome her Ascended Children Home, will only be that if we can give up the False Idol of the Self.

The word from Source, the Ascended Masters, the Angels and the guides is that 2020 is the year that we all come together as One, as a Collective, as the Monadic Soul. Sounds good, doesn’t it? Very Spiritual and Profound. The ideal is just that, but the doing of same is somewhat more complicated.

I’m not certain how I am going to come off here, but instead of filling many paragraphs with flowery wordy vagaries about downloads, uploads, DNA light codes, Crystal body upgrades, etc., etc., I’m going to just speak frankly (I hope!). What we’re going to shoot for here is Ascension for Dummies. That other stuff is lovely, and often as not, the channeled words are as important for the Energies that accompany them as for the Words themselves. This is important though, from the point of view of how we get from point A to B and then C in this pursuit of joining together on Earth.

The Many as One

This is a Pipe-Dream, is it not? The notion of pulling together the billions of disparate and fractured Lifestreams on this planet, of getting them to strive together for the Good of All, is staggering. I’m not speaking to Everyone out there. There are Lightworkers among you who have laid aside the egos, the personality constructs, and so forth, and are joined in a golden network of Light and Energy that upholds this planet from sinking back into the Darkness. Instead, I would speak to the Billions on Earth, most of whom are just now even waking up to the possibility that they are More, that Gaia was/is/will be More, that a Path has been Blazed through the Shadows, and Light waits on the other side. While I could sugarcoat it with stock labels like attaining the Collective or Universal Consciousness, that doesn’t begin to describe the process that must be got through, or explain the sacrifices that need to be made.

Where to begin? As many are aware, we are in the midst of a Cycle meant to reunite the Twin Flames, to Heal the Duality and Polarity, part of the schism suffered as a consequence of plunging into the energies of a Descending Earth all those Aeons ago as Time is counted. It might be said that this is Going, but not that it is Going well. For most of these Couples (many are not couples from an immediate perspective, and some are not even acquainted with one another) the Process, much like Ascension Itself, proceeds to a certain point, and then comes to a dead halt. Many among the 144,000 managed the Left/Right Polarity reconciliation, effectively creating Two Beings (Still!) with neither a decidedly Masculine or Feminine orientation. While this is a very important and significant accomplishment, it is only a beginning, Phase One so to speak. What slows them down at this point, or very often stops them completely? Very simply, giving up what has been seen as Self. Once the joining of the lower subtle levels begins—Mental, Emotional and Etheric—we begin to encounter problems. Few, it seems, want to share their deepest secret thoughts and feelings with another. Most of those on Earth live behind a carefully constructed facade, filtering everything that arises in them even from those they hold dearest, perhaps even more so in many cases. It is one thing to expose your naked body to the beloved, but quite another to reveal the naked soul. On the Path to Ascension, we needs must give up the idea of secrecy and evasion, be willing to share all that we are, no matter what light we fear it will be perceived in.

Absolute Trust! Complete sharing of all that One is. Terrifying—at least that seems to be the consensus. And the next stage, the one that only a very few have managed to reach and complete, is the joining on the Physical level. This is not Spiritual Sex people. In fact, sexuality is no more than one of a myriad tangled webs encountered on this level. To experience what another person Feels through the body, everything from myopia to exhaustion to disorders, some as mild as a headache, others as serious as Cancer, is deeply disturbing at first. What would you Share with this, your most significant, of Others? You perhaps See the quandary. What sacrifice of your own health, comfort and well-being would you surrender in order to merge with another, to Create One out of Two?

Service and Sacrifice

I Am that I AM

It is possible to have attained the first major milestone on their Path to Ascension as an individual/personal undertaking. It takes enormous effort for most, and is a profound accomplishment. However, once that giant step is taken, the Fun really begins. Now we will see how you function as part of a group endeavor, as members of a cooperative unit. During the 1990s, when many of the Patterns for the Ascension Wave we see unfolding now were being created, the inability to work together as a cohesive whole, without Self-Interest interfering was, in more instances than one, the stumbling block encountered by the early Pentam (Forerunners) members. Since in essence, all of us who are here to assist in this enterprise, are Soul Groups whose ultimate Healing requires the release of the individuated, partitioned consciousness, this is of utmost importance.

The great reluctance that ones in both physical and pseudo-physical incarnation have in regard to surrendering their Autonomy, of putting the Group, or even those incarnating other aspects of the same Lifestream, before their own Individual purposes, remains a profound problem. Even among those who know Better, Selfishness and Personality still run rampant. How often do we encounter, when hearing from or about those on the path, is the need to isolate, to withdraw from the world, on one hand, or feeling ostracized and isolated by same? So often, instead of growing closer, people in Ascension process seem to use it for the opposite of dropping the barriers and sharing themselves. Words like abuse, narcissism and trauma are bandied about like badges of accomplishment. Never mind that what we accuse others of, is actually, more often than not, our own secret vice and guilt. Negative labels do not serve ourselves or our Community, or indeed, our Greater Self. Accusations, victim mentality and blame are counter to healing or growth.

The individuality and preoccupation, the self-interest I am speaking of, is the same sticking point that we repeatedly run into with the Twin Flame re-union. This then, is the crux of the work which must be done during the course of the year to come. Reconciliation of these twin flames where possible, and Connection of these Soul Groups at subtle levels that will make it possible to Transcend Personality and work together for the Whole.

It is possible for everyone in an undertaking to be Impeccable within their own sphere, each according to their own predilections, and still not achieve the Objective. And the fact that most who would declare themselves Lightworkers on the Path of Ascension remain a disparate group of Individuals rather than the integrated and unified Group that was meant to be, makes it unlikely that the objective of a Fifth Dimensional World can be achieved unless a New Paradigm is put into place. Individuality is what will keep this world on the Brink of Ascension, but unable to plunge. It is not only Ego. If it were, we could have been already done with this. It is a myriad little things that keep ones on Earth apart, from personality to emotion, from overblown rationality to the complete lack of same.

Most ones incarnated on Earth are parts of what you would see as Soul Groups, not just a Twin Flame couple, but dozens or even hundreds of other beings. It is a Catch 22, of course. In order to fully Ascend, to escape the bonds and boundaries of physical being and Assemble the New Earth, the Fifth Dimensional World in its Totality, you must have released the Self to the arms of the waiting Earth. Just as you discarded the Ego and so much else that was once part of who you thought you were along the way, you must Sacrifice Self as part of this amazing undertaking. And it is amazing, for in trade you become So Much More than you ever can be alone.

In order to complete the next phase of Ascension process, ones must be willing to not just entertain the notion or ideal of Unity, but to Live it. Self-Sacrifice and Service must become second nature. We are Better Together!

Death of Self

   Rise in 2020

Greeting A New Year—

A New Decade

Rise in 2020

Twenty-Twenty! Rolls off of the tongue more easily than twenty-eighteen or twenty-nineteen, but what is significant about it really? Since I can only speak from my own experience and observation, I do not know how You are perceiving the linear chronology we refer to as Time these days. All I can say is that the most recent cycle of It, from my perspective, began crumbling in early October. Master Merlin would say that we are “Rolling up the Rugs we walked in on.”

At this juncture, I am learning to navigate in a New fashion, using the Earth’s innate cycles as signposts for this unfoldment which is life. Day and night, light and dark, the moon’s phases and the rolling out of this season of sleep and death—winter—are becoming my landmarks. True, there are clocks everywhere; on my phone and computer, the wall and the bedside table. But Time does strange things. Sometimes it stretches and curves, and at others disappears in my rear-view mirror as if it never were. I can’t depend on it any longer, and that’s Okay. I strove for a long Time to discover the Eternal Now. Perhaps I have even found it once or twice along the way. I am still very much in the process of recovering those lost memories I spoke of in a recent(?) post.

Of course, though I feel myself to have largely left behind the phenomenal world, we are a culture that lives by the calendar as well. Since this is the case, I have to remain mindful of the outer world’s schedule even while I live within a different and not very complimentary framework. And the part of me that takes note wonders how another decade can be ending and a new one beginning. By the reckoning of these calendars, I began this journey, this Spiritual/Transcendent Path in 1987. So, I have to believe that in the Objective Sphere thirty-three years have elapsed, while subjectively I can’t even say if any of those years were yesterday or fragments of a Dream. This state speaks to the success of my clearing/recapitulation. There is little left to cling to any longer, and I am in the process of ruthlessly rooting out all that is left and requalifying it to return to the Goddess.

It is New Year’s Eve as I type this post. I picked up one of my awesome Granddaughters a little while ago to spend the day with us. She asked me if I was making a New Year’s Resolution, and I allowed as to how I don’t usually, other than as an Intention to live the next year Better—as a better version of myself, as a kinder, more aware and conscious being. Nothing much really. However, I think I just may be shooting a little higher this year, making a Resolution that I am asking all other Lightworkers and our Mother Planet, Gaia, to join in. I want for all of us in 2020 to Rise.

Rise

This, apparently and I think aptly, will be my Word for 2020. Since I began to Wake (back) Up a few months ago, I resumed an old custom of attuning to Spirit/Source that I call My Notes From God and Goddess. My first experience with channeling many years ago was through automatic writing, and it has always been my favorite means of attunement to these energies.

Yesterday morning, when I did my Notes, they shared the following with me—

Rise!

It is a fine word, a wonderful simile for the Ascension Process which is the Reason for all of our Seasons.

Rise, like the Sun/Son is doing even Now.

Rise to meet Yourselves on the Road to Damascus and in the Halls of the King.

Rise to the Occasion.

Rise to Show the Light of Your Love to All-That-Is.

December 30, 2019

My Heart did and does thrill to these words. How apt for New Year/New Decade. Each and every Being in this World is being called upon to Ascend, whether they have admitted it Consciously yet or not. And what is Ascension but To Rise— to rise above limitation, separation and fear—to become the Awareness of God in Creation.

2020

As the year turns, I promise to at least attempt to take up where I left off on developing this website earlier in the year (2019). I can’t promise any particular regularity, because I can’t Foresee the calls and needs of Spirit in this Probable Future, but I will expand it, just as I am expanding just Now. And I will continue the Story thread I began at Spirit’s behest.

Additionally, I have already begun and will soon publish a Glossary of the Words and Terms I use in attempting to describe the ineffable journey to Ascension. I realize that some of the words I use are not readily familiar to everyone. I hope you will join me on the Path.

RISE!

Rise in 2020

Winter Ascension Gate 2019

Blessed Solstice to All

Winter Gate

Today, December 21st, 2019, is a Magical and long awaited day. It is the Janua Coeli, the Winter Ascension Gate in the Northern Hemisphere and the Summer Gate of Descent in the South. Both are Mystic Initiations if taken. Neither Gate has been utilized by those in human incarnation since 1999.

This year is a Blessing indeed, for more than 400,000 Lightworkers will have passed through these Gates by the end of December 22nd.

I know that I have been absent from this blog for some Time, but much has occurred in the last quarter of this year, and I simply have not had the Time to attend to it. I hope to rectify this 2020.

Go In Peace…

Winter Gate