I AM—Our Multi-Dimensional Selves

Realization And Human Integrity

Realization And Human Integrity

Who are We, and Where are We going? The nature of the very Reality humankind experiences is in flux, is altering in ways incomprehensible to many. Consciousness is blossoming and flowing in channels both unexpected and without precedent in Recorded History. At the same time, there is a growing trend of divisiveness, of fracturing into ever more circumscribed factions and groups. It is a world in the throes of metamorphosis, caught in a net of shifting paradigms and polarizing contradictions. Chaos. A framework out of which Unity can emerge is lacking and sorely needed. Only Time will tell if this is a possibility that can be Realized and Incorporated.

In spite of a certain disdain for much of what I See occurring in this world as a result of Social Media and Information Overload, I spend a good deal of Time Looking these days. For years, my own spiritual quest was mostly solitary, kept in-house so to speak. Though not living in a vacuum by any means, I did not follow what was happening in the world at large in regard to things metaphysical or ascension oriented. Since my own Re-Awakening, a gradual process over the past year and a half or better, culminating in an explosion of Conscious expansion about five months ago, I have become very Interested.

In some fashion, it was as if I was waiting for this Cosmic Alarm Clock (or Egg Timer 😉 ) to go off for the past decade. It was not that I didn’t serve as a Healer and Energy Channel for the entire time. It was just that there were entire facets of Awareness I had no memory of or access to. For the past few months, the work in Energetic, or Etheric Realms, has been non-stop. As part of a group of Forerunners who came together, some physically and others on more subtle levels through the 1990s, I was the Pattern Maker. The Blueprints for Ascension are encoded in my DNA and Etheric Template. Many patterns and paths were put into place during that pivotal decade, and then we (Lightworkers) went our separate ways. Now, it is Time for the next stage of this Planetary unfoldment, and it is necessary to set the Stage for Growth and Tranformation.

The Tower of Babel

In 2001, not long after 9-11 actually, I had a vision of the tall Tower of Human Hubris struck by Lightning and crumbling into wreckage. As I look about me now— as I read blogs and peruse websites of a esoteric or spiritual nature and as I follow the Ascension groups on Facebook— I See this Divisiveness. This great Scattering of views, beliefs, and opinions is pervasive. At a time when most pundits of only a few years ago believed that the internet, communication and technology in general would make us One World, would transcend borders and nationality, we have become a world constantly more at odds. In politics, religion, sexual orientation, male-female relations, economic caste, and more other areas than I can list—this world is virtually at war with itself. One might expect that the spiritually minded would rise above this partisanship, but that is often far from the case.

While I know that Perception varies greatly from one to another individual, that there are many Paths to Freedom or Transcendence, what I See occurring goes far beyond that. Keeping in mind that as individuals Awaken and find themselves in Ascension Process it takes time to get their bearings—to assemble a structure through which to experience their expansion—there remains a vast abyss in mutual understanding. In any given group online, there are ones who have years of undergoing this transformation behind them, and others who are novices in need of guidance. There is plenty of that certainly, but unfortunately in many cases it is the blind leading the blind, or sadly those still caught in the trap of the Ego and personality, providing this advice. The sectarian nature of what declares itself a community is often disturbing.

Worse yet, for every genuinely motivated Lightworker and Teacher out there, there are an equal number of charlatans and outright frauds posing as conduits of Spiritual/Esoteric knowledge. Whether for profit or just self-aggrandizement, this is a dis-Heartening trend. Discernment is called for, but for many embarking on the spiritual quest, this does not come soon enough. Sadly, sometimes the quest to liberate oneself from a constricting belief system only results in another being put into its place. It is a case of not being able to see the forest for the trees. There are a great many spiritually oriented beings out there, lending support and assistance, beings conduits of Love and Light, but often they are Overshadowed by a preponderance of negativity.

Framework For Integration

I See that a Framework for Ascension, for the Integration of All-That-We-Are and can be, is sorely needed. I Know that this is not going to happen any time soon, but I am drawn at this Time to contribute what I may. When my own Ascension began, I spent seven years in initiation, under the tutelage and guidance of the Ascended Masters. During the years since, I have been privileged to Work with a number of Them on an ongoing basis. I have been Blessed. I don’t purport here to be an Authority, or to have more than my own small piece of the Immense Picture, but I do have a strong foundation. I was provided early on, through my channeling, and through intensive study and research, with a Framework out of which to Live a Life of Service and Trancendance.

Since Words, or in even simpler terms, sounds or vibrations (Light in Motion) create the Reality in which we live—the specific Words I choose to use in order to convey these ideas must spring out of the very same reality I’m seeking to transcend, I’m limited from the start. Truth in anything even resembling its totality cannot be expressed in any language now used on the physical Earth. This is one of the difficulties Lightworkers run into time and again. They often are not speaking the same Language, and fail miserably at understanding one another. Very often, instead of inquiring, of attempting to find the common ground, these same Lightworkers either go on the defensive, and too often, the offensive. They attack rather than attempting to understand the other.

It saddens me to See ones who are supposed to be the Vanguard of a new reality, pioneers on the road to New Jerusalem, so divided. Without Unity, there is no possibility for the achievement of this Ascension into a Fifth Dimensional Matrix. Until the Mass Consciousness, the Noosphere, reaches the point in which the Balance shifts from 4D to 5D, it cannot Manifest. And if that point is not reached, it all collapses back into the undifferentiated Void. That would not be a tragedy, but what a waste of an opportunity for growth of Awareness.

It is easy to call yourselves a Collective, but as long as it is the Collective against those who are still third dimensional, light against dark, good against evil, you still live in a realm of duality rather than unity. In spite of this, I remain heartened by the numbers of ones Waking Up. It is my great good privilege to serve these in whatever capacity is required. In future posts I will attempt to open and extend your definitions of reality by expanding your concept of Self and the Multi-Dimensional Miracle that each and every one of us are.

It is True that each of us does create our reality at any given moment, and that we have the Power to change that selfsame reality. It is equally True that the only thing you can really change is Yourself. Changing oneself may seem a trivial achievement in the face of all the problems the world around us is embroiled in, and hardly a suitable aspiration, but it is the only one possible or worthwhile. And I will tell you, with no doubt or hesitation, that it is an awesome responsibility and the most challenging undertaking you will ever attempt. Change yourself and you have changed the World, for within each and every one of us is a doorway to infinity. Whether you choose to accept it or not, you are God Knowing God.

I hope that I can assist in this exploration. Welcome to the grandest Adventure of your Life!


I AM—Our Multi-Dimensional Selves

Winter Ascension Gate 2019

Blessed Solstice to All

Winter Gate

Today, December 21st, 2019, is a Magical and long awaited day. It is the Janua Coeli, the Winter Ascension Gate in the Northern Hemisphere and the Summer Gate of Descent in the South. Both are Mystic Initiations if taken. Neither Gate has been utilized by those in human incarnation since 1999.

This year is a Blessing indeed, for more than 400,000 Lightworkers will have passed through these Gates by the end of December 22nd.

I know that I have been absent from this blog for some Time, but much has occurred in the last quarter of this year, and I simply have not had the Time to attend to it. I hope to rectify this 2020.

Go In Peace…

Winter Gate

Peace, Love and the Path to Enlightenment

Counting Blessings—What an Awful Life (Awful or Awe-Full?)

During a recent meditation I was surprised to find myself reflecting on the word Awful (Awe Full). Like so many words we use without ever really thinking about them, the word originally had a very different definition. The archaic definition:

Inspiring reverential wonder or fear… Synonyms: awe-inspiring, awesome, impressive; dread, fearful.  

Somewhere along the line, the balance tipped and a word that began as being “filled with Awe” or Wonder became swallowed up by the Fear, and its connotations became almost universally negative. 

As I considered the word twisting around in my consciousness, I determined that my life is indeed Awful these days. I am, as always, filled with Awe at the magnificence of the Creation we live within, and sadly, too often filled with fear and dread at the directions I so often see it going. To progress on any Spiritual Path, one must overcome that fear and dread. Not in the sense of defeating it, but from rising above, seeing the bigger picture or plan, and releasing the limitations that fear always enforces.

One of my main objectives these days on my own Path is to release the lingering fear that is holding me back, and to once again experience the World filled with Awe and Wonder— to See the Awefull Truth of it all. 

For today, I am offering up another edited post from my previous Blog that still holds much meaning for me…

Peace, Love and the Path to Enlightenment

Being at peace, finding contentment and following your bliss are among the highest of spiritual ideals. They are wonderful states to contemplate. Just thinking in such terms evokes an emotional gestalt for me that I can only describe as “the warm fuzzies”. But practically speaking, is it likely that such states can be achieved and maintained in this frantic, chaotic and fast paced world we inhabit?

There are tools like yoga and meditation that can help. There is mindfulness—immersion in the present without the nagging voice of memory prattling in your ear. Neither will anticipation or anxiety about the future be distracting you. Nice when you can manage it, but often difficult in a world of deadlines and hectic schedules. Certainly, we all encounter people who are very “Spiritual“, who seemingly have it all together and just radiate their Love and Harmony to everyone they meet. Some of them are even genuine. More power to those few. Spiritual attainment is hard work. You can’t just meditate and think good thoughts.

More often, this spiritual realization comes as the result of years of effort, of divesting oneself of the very human accouterments of greed, desire, selfishness and pettiness. It requires being willing to look back over life, to both release and heal all that has occurred in the past. All of this demands that we both See ourselves for all that we are and have been, and that we find it in us to forgive ourselves also.


There are no magic shortcuts to Enlightenment, nor are there easy Paths to get there. You have only to look around though, to see that there are plenty of folks out there who would offer these very same to you. It is true, however, that nothing truly worth having comes easily or cheaply. So, if this book or DVD, or that course and teacher promise to set you on a Path to Realization, what do you choose? Is it easy as that? In a consumption driven culture, are we able to purchase the Keys to the Kingdom with a credit card or PayPal account?

Umm! Useful tools perhaps. But if you show me an Online Shaman who can convey your Initiations to you with a Certificate after you pay her/him enough money, I will show you a freshly shorn sheep. Look in the mirror.

Each of us is ultimately left to discern for ourselves what coin we’re willing to spend, and indeed, whether we want this spiritual aspect of being enough to make the required sacrifices. The Secret masked by all of the religious and philosophical Mysteries throughout the ages, isn’t really a secret at all in my view. To embark upon a Path of spiritual attainment requires your readiness for same. And, if you are ready, your absolute and unwavering Intent that it be so. That is all. However, until you have reached that point, it all remains a great Mystery indeed.

Now, anyone reading this has no way of knowing whether I have a clue about what I am speaking of—or not. That is perfectly alright with me. I have nothing to gain by making any of these statements or postulations. I have been privileged, in the past, to attain some rather profound spiritual states and I should very much like to believe that I am moving in those same directions again.

Making a Choice

Not that have I ever ceased to struggle in these directions, mind you, but it has been a struggle. More of one than I have been up for at some points. Life, with all of its insistent demands and cares too often keeps me mired in what I can only call Deep Earth Energies―not quite Hell, but this manifest world’s equivalent. I have known for a long while that it is Time for me to Seek the Light again, and I think perhaps I am supposed to take along any who care to follow in this instance. Having achieved certain levels of what I’ll call Enlightenment, not just once, but on several different occasions, there are those who may rightly wonder why I did not maintain that exalted state, and why I do not now consider myself in it.

I know a lot―about the processes involved in pursuing a spiritual path, about what sacrifices need to be made and how to go about making them. I am familiar with the need to maintain an outlook that is congruent with spiritual attainment. But for a long time I no longer Knew these things. In other words, I lacked the knowingness or understanding that transforms mere information into Awareness and Transcendence.

In each instance that I have reached one of these spiritual plateaus, I have been given a choice. The choice is whether to continue along the Path, to become free of the need for incarnation in the physical form, or to go back into the World, to be plunged once more into the mundane and from that vantage, to assist others to heal and to move toward their own freedom from the mortal veil. Though I could often as not kick myself during the in between, there is no real choice. Once your Heart and Eyes are wide open, Service to Spirit is the only possible action. 

Your Will, God, not mine…

In between these periods of Enlightenment―you forget. You forget how to Be and you forget the reasons you are pursuing this Path.  Awareness returns oh so slowly, and if you are not careful, you will be consumed by despair when you do begin to remember. Spirituality, like almost everything in life, tends to be cyclical. There are mountains and valleys, and when you walk through the Valley of the Shadow, it is very difficult to recall the view from those lofty peaks you have since quitted. I have been mostly in one of those valleys for a number of years now.There were intervals when I wondered if it would ever be Time to complete the climb again, and sometimes felt hopeless that it ever should occur. But I feel such stirrings in my Heart these days. The return of Memories long mourned has begun in earnest.

For a very long time, I Knew I needed to make changes— physically, mentally and emotionally. I would try, but seemed unable. Time and again I would realize that the Still, Small Voice was whispering to me. Learning to listen to Ones’ inner voice, or Higher Self if you like, is one of the most important facets of spiritual realization. I am quite accomplished at listening, though I also remain a master at avoidance when the mood is upon me or if I don’t like what I Hear. Ultimately, true change comes when you are ready, without being forced or coerced. All that was really required was that I start listening, and quit judging myself when I couldn’t accomplish all that I thought I should.

What sort of changes do I need to make? Mostly ones that a great many people in our culture also need. More exercise―in my case, other than my usual activities, I have resumed a long interrupted practice of Yoga. And more Meditation time. Both of these things, while not required, facilitate spiritual growth as well as nurturing body and mind. Nutritionally, I have oftentimes fallen into bad habits over the past few years. I pretty much let my body have its own way. Like many others, it likes diet sodas, sugar and potato chips. Lucky for me, my body is also enamored of fruits, vegetables and not so fond of lots of refined grains, so it is not so great a challenge to make changes as it might be. In the past I have at times been vegetarian, vegan and even tried a macrobiotic diet for a short while. Do I think that is a necessity for someone pursuing spiritual growth? Not really, but if anyone is interested, I will perhaps discuss more on the subject at some later time.

I am doing an Awfully (definition: very or extremely) lot better these days. Change has found me, and slowly I am feeling more Myself, and no longer so tentatively resuming my Journey. Ultimately, it needs to be the right Time. We Seek because a spark is ignited in our Heart that will not allow us to do otherwise. We follow the Path because to do aught else is a pain we cannot contemplate. I feel that call as I have not in many weary years, and it may take me awhile to completely hit my stride, but I will follow. And if I can be of assistance to any others along that Way, it shall be my privilege and blessing to do so.

Follow Your Bliss!

“If you do follow your bliss you put yourself on a kind of track that has been there all the while, waiting for you, and the life that you ought to be living is the one you are living. Follow your bliss and don’t be afraid, and doors will open where you didn’t know they were going to be.” 
― Joseph Campbell

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Peace, Love and the Path to Enlightenment