Welcome to My World
When I began this website in early 2019, it was with no clear idea of where this project might be headed. It is my Heartfelt Intent, however, and that of my Guidance as well, to assist with this Planetary Healing that is presently taking place in whatever manner needed. This Cosmic undertaking has been underway for decades already, and I have been intimately connected to it for the past 30 plus linear years.
I hope, as the possibility for Planetary Ascension unfolds into a Larger Reality, to offer some of the insights I have gained through long experience. This Project belongs to Spirit, to All-that-Is, and I am only along for the ride. I look forward to Seeing where this website wants to go. Having dabbled in writing content concerned with spirituality, metaphysics and esoterica for a number of years now, largely from the perspective of my own Journey, I hope to approach this from a somewhat more expanded perspective.
Over these years I have amassed a great deal of information. My articles, journaling and channeled transcripts served as a method of assisting me to maintain Continuity in an ever evolving world. However, as Earth approached the end of a tumultuous Decade, the last stretch of a Cycle of immense Chaos and Awakening, I felt Guided to begin this new Odyssey— the Journey into my UnSeeyn Reality.
Exploring the UnSeeyn Reality

It’s All Coming Back To Me

Pentam Chronicles VI

The Contract

Aspects of Self—The Lifestream

Pentam Chronicles VII
Service: Seva
My Path, my entire Life, in fact, is about Service to a Higher Power. Always, I seek to attain a clearer connection to Spirit and All-That-Is, and that is the purpose I am going to attempt fulfilling here. Though I have a great many interests and a busy life, I chose long ago to put Spirit First. Ascension, of the Planet, and Myself, has been my Sole/Soul mission for many years. The Path continues to be fraught with many obstacles and a multitude of ups and downs, but I persevere. The process (Ascension) that I will attempt to chronicle as this site develops is a paradox— difficult and complex, and yet as simple as Surrendering.
Life Without Limitation — Any attempt on my part to describe my-Self, to define what and who I Am, only succeeds in limiting me. And, ultimately, to trap both me and you within a narrow worldview. I can use descriptions of my daily life—mother, grandmother, sister, business owner, blogger, homemaker, website administrator and so forth—and convey nothing of importance. Or, I can allude to my Spiritual and Esoteric adventures and call myself Forerunner, Shaman, Empath, Seer, Warrior or Dreamer. Even in that context, I still only succeed in placing myself in a Box that sits squarely in the midst of a very mundane world.
I Am all of those things mentioned above, and so much more. As are we All. Whether we have begun to Awaken from the long sleep of physicality or not, those of us incarnated on this planet Earth and Beyond defy the limitations of language and labels. We are Light, we are Energy, we are all Cells in the Body of God, and we are all One.
EARTH DAY 2020

Fifty Years Since the First Earth Day… And we haven’t even started to do enough. I can’t believe, having participated in one way or another in this Celebration for most of those years, that more progress hasn’t been made. The effort to raise Awareness of this Planet’s plight has been going on for more than a half century, and while more people are indeed Aware, the situation remains much as always. Certainly, many more people are actively trying to make changes. their have been accords and agreements, the Talking Heads have debated the issue at length. Legislation has been passed to protect the environment, and then summarily overturned when it suited the current “Powers that Be”. Shame on us All!
Light Intersecting Matter—The Lifestream

Light and the Manifest Illusion As I read and research on current developments in Ascension Process as it ripples around the globe in ever widening circles, I See that there is a great deal of misunderstanding among the recently awakened regarding how life functions within the boundaries of the Earth/Gaia’s Planetary Grid. I am going to attempt to shed some Light in this area if I may. First of all, there are a great number of misconceptions about how Hierarchy works in this Universe and many others. This is not a case of better than or more worthy than… It is merely a matter of Integrity. A condition of being Closer to All-That-Is in energetic composition. I am going to simplify greatly here, because it is not necessary to worry the details. The best way to look at it is to see Creation as a blossoming, and unfoldment from the…
I AM—Our Multi-Dimensional Selves

Realization And Human Integrity Who are We, and Where are We going? The nature of the very Reality humankind experiences is in flux, is altering in ways incomprehensible to many. Consciousness is blossoming and flowing in channels both unexpected and without precedent in Recorded History. At the same time, there is a growing trend of divisiveness, of fracturing into ever more circumscribed factions and groups. It is a world in the throes of metamorphosis, caught in a net of shifting paradigms and polarizing contradictions. Chaos. A framework out of which Unity can emerge is lacking and sorely needed. Only Time will tell if this is a possibility that can be Realized and Incorporated. In spite of a certain disdain for much of what I See occurring in this world as a result of Social Media and Information Overload, I spend a good deal of Time Looking these days. For years,…
METATRON: Instrument of Transformation

Messages From The Elohim and The Wizard Metatron: I greet you with effulgence and barely contained glee on this most memorable of days, It is as though I awaken from a long sleep in the Dimensions you inhabit, and I Am more than ready to live up to the appellation bestowed upon me by my beloved Merlin. Now, indeed, are we ready to send a storm of change hurtling about your physical Earth. Awaken, Awaken — I call heartily to those sluggards whose Troth was pledged so readily in Ages when Light still abounded in the hidden places on Earth and fear had not begun to stalk these corridors of Creation. It is Time. Long ago I promised to call these Legions together when the Time for my work and theirs to begin in earnest arrived, and I do not forget a promise. They think they have been jarred a…
2020—The Death of Self

The Birth of I AM Existential Self—This is ‘the most basic part of the self-scheme or self-concept; the sense of being separate (emphasis on separate is mine, not author’s …GS ) and distinct from others and the awareness of the constancy of the self. Helen Bee, 1992 Oh No! Not the Big D Again If you have been in Ascension Process for a while, or involved in some of any number of Spiritual Communities and groups, you are aware that Death of various parts of what we consider Self is inevitable. Ego is the big bad. Must eliminate that pesky thing, but what else, you may ask, has to go? Only things like Individuality, Autonomy, Personality, Rationality, and the biggest sticking point of alll—The Self. After all, we are just emerging from the Decade of the Self.; Self-Esteem, Self-Control, Self-Involvement, Self-Help, Self-Growth, Self-Love, Self-Indulgence to name a few, and my…
Turning Point
In the year 2000, I reached a point of Choice. After having found my way across the threshold of what I call the Ascension Gate—I was asked to go back into the World. This was to be undertaken in order to facilitate further planetary healing. By going on a journey deep into the dense and physical energies of the Earth, I was to seek freedom again, not for myself, but for a group I had worked with for years. I can say quite honestly, that I had no idea it would be two decades before I could regain a similarly expanded State of Consciousness.
In the interim, during those long, mostly very difficult years, I experienced much, including extremes of Awareness. I fell so deeply into what I think of the Valley of the Shadow or the Dark Night of the Soul, that I despaired of ever returning. And at other times the converse was true. There were intervals during which I was very open to Consciousness and to my own Deep Well of Knowing. However, despite those few forays into Light, I did not come close to the Freedom and Connection to Source that I experienced some two decades ago.
Early in 2019, as we approached closer to yet another decade Milestone, I threw the caution that seemed ever-present in my life for nearly 20 years to the wind. I plunged into my Spiritual Practice and Place with all My Heart again. Last year (September/October 2019) there was an amazing occurrence in my life. I Reawakened,. It was as if I’d been blind and could suddenly See— as if the black, white and gray world were suddenly lit by a Rainbow. I can’t come any closer to describing it.
Since that Reawakening, my True Work in this manifest arena resumed as though it were never interrupted, and I have hardly caught my Breath, let alone spared much Time for this website/blog. I hope to be able to remedy that situation in the No-Time to come.I will meander, via the medium of this website, through the Spiritual landscape as I have Perceived it. If you decide to follow along…
Welcome!
Blessings and Best Wishes, Gwen